Naega Aniya.. Jeongmal Aniya..

Romanized:

Achim 7shibu-teo nuntteu-chamaja i-reona
Chingu mannaseo yaegi jom haesseo
Keurigo naseo chaju kadeon goseseo bab jom meokko nawah-sseo
Yeoja mal-go du-ri dujunirang du-ri

Ni-ga eodi-seo museun ma-reul deudkoseo
Nae-ge hwahnae-neunji nan molla oh cheongmal nan molla
Hongdae keu-lleoben na kan jeokdo eop-seo
Keureonikka eojesbam ni-ga jalmot bon geoya

Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Myeoch beoneul marhaejwoya dwaeh nae-ga aniya
Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Cheongmal neo keol-ko ttan yeojan eop-seo neo mal-go ttan yeojan eop-seo

Da dareun saramil keoya keu keu keureohke boji ma
Chigeum naneun shikeun ttameun chillyeoseo-ga aniya
Saram manheun geo shirheohaneun geo ni-ga jal al-janha
Charari nae-ga majeumyeon eokurhajido anha
Yeo-gi jom deomne tto ttami nane
Kyesok deu-rigin mul ttae-me hwah-jangshil jom danyeo-ol-ke
Oh baby museun ma-reul keureohke hae
Eo… Amugeot-do aniya

Hwahnaeji mal-go nae mal hanbeon deu-reobwah
Na wonrae keojinmal jal mothae neodo jal al-janha
Haendeuponeun jibe du-go kasseo
Keureonikka keuman hwah pu-reo mwo kajko shipeo

Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Myeoch beoneul marhaejwoya dwaeh nae-ga aniya
Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Cheongmal neo keol-ko ttan yeojan eop-seo neo mal-go ttan yeojan eop-seo

Nae nae nae nae-ga aniya
I’m not trust me baby
Nae nae nae nae-ga aniya
I’m not trust me baby
Nae nae nae nae-ga aniya
I’m not trust me baby
Nae nae nae nae-ga aniya
A aniya aniya

Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Myeoch beoneul marhaejwoya dwaeh nae-ga aniya
Nae-ga aniya cheongmal aniya keu aen nae-ga aniya
Cheongmal neo keol-ko ttan yeojan eop-seo neo mal-go ttan yeojan eop-seo

Seolma seolma hae-nneunde sshi-ga dwaeh-sseo mari
Oh god shineun nae-ge deung dollyeosseo imi
Dwiiro neomeojyeodo ko-ga dachikesseo
Yosae kkumjari-ga choh-ji anhda haesseo
Imneun styleeul jom bakkwoya-gesseo
Nune jal an ttyineun blacgi chohkesseo
Ibeon juma-ren eum shwiineun ge chohket-ji
Na eobshido tteugeob-get-ji bul-taneun friday

English Translation:

At 7 AM, as soon as I opened my eyes, I got up
I met up with a friend and talked for a bit
Afterwards, I went to eat at a place I go often and left
Not with a girl but with Doojoon, just us two

I don’t know where you heard this from
I don’t know why you’re getting angry oh I really don’t know
I never went to the club at Hongdae
So you were mistaken last night

It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
How many times do I have to tell you, it’s not me
It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
I swear to you, I have no other girl, I have no other girl but you

It must have been a different guy, don’t look at me like that
My cold sweat is not because I feel guilty
You know that I hate going to crowded places
If it was really me, I wouldn’t be this upset
It’s a bit hot here, I’m sweating again
I drank too much water, I’m going to the bathroom
Oh baby, how can you say that?
Uh… it’s nothing

Don’t get mad and listen to me
You know I’m not good at lying
I left my phone at home
So please don’t be mad – what do you want to have?

It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
How many times do I have to tell you, it’s not me
It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
I swear to you, I have no other girl, I have no other girl but you

It’s not me
I’m not Trust me baby
It’s not me
I’m not Trust me baby
It’s not me
I’m not Trust me baby
It’s not me
It’s not, it’s not

It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
How many times do I have to tell you, it’s not me
It’s not me, it’s really not, that kid was not me
I swear to you, I have no other girl, I have no other girl but you

I said “what if, what if” and my words became reality
Oh god, the gods have turned against me already
If I fall backwards, my nose will get hurt^
I have been having bad dreams lately
I need to change my clothes style now
Black is good since it won’t catch eyes
It’d be better to take a rest this weekend
Friday will be hot even without me

The first time I heard this song, I was really impressed. Most especially to the fact that Yong Junhyung wrote it. I just wonder if this was for Hara. Well, enough of that. I’m not really a fan of the JunHara couple. Hmm. The song was ear catching. Let me start from the first verse.

Jang Hyunseung’s voice is really something that I can never leave out. His voice is one of my favorite. He gave the song an RnB touch in it and being a fan of RnB, I can say that his voice fits the song.

Son Dongwoon’s voice is really sexy I may say. I don’t know how to describe it but for me, that word sure fits his voice. Everytime I hear his voice, I always forgot that his youngest. He sounds so manly and sexy. :)))

Lee Kikwang’s is…alright! He’s my bias but I’ll be fair. His voice is not my favorite among them but his voice is enough to make every woman drop to their feet. And the way he sang his parts in the live shows with that choreography is really..STEAMY! :) Just by listening to him, you can imagine how sorry he was to the girl and how determined he is to prove to the girl that he’s faithful to her. Only, in a sexy manner. :P

Yang Yoseob. Whoa! If there’s one voice that I can recognize in a split second, it would be Yoseob’s. Being the chorus and adlib boy? Who would forget him. Though I like Hyunseung’s voice better, still, I can never deny that hearing Yoseob’s falsetto in this song is something that will leave you LSSed. :D

Yoon Doojoon leaduh. A lot of people keep on saying that he’s out of tune. Yeah, maybe in some songs he is but in this song, he’s not. He sound so right and the way that his voice shakes fit the song perfectly.

Yong Junhyung. Alright alright! The rapper AND! the writer. :) His really talented isn’t he. He wrote everything plus his rap part is awesome. I remembered well how my friends would react to the meaning of the song and would suddenly go all crazy on his rap part. He makes the song so…HOT! :)

So if you wanna know everything I’m talking about, go ahead and download BEAST’S “Midnight Sun”. You will find this song on Track 3 and there are still other great songs in the album! :)

Lee Kikwang ♥

At first I didn’t really like him. I thought he was just some rookie who he thinks he’s everything. I don’t even like his gestures. Those winks that he does. I do got the hots for guys who’s good at dancing but I didn’t even bother to look at his dancing-though he was the main dancer. He looks quite familiar when I first saw him with BEAST. Only to know that he was AJ. I did saw his music video for dancing shoes and I was quite impressed. I even titled him as “mini-RAIN”. But again, I wasn’t aware that it was him. I continued to ignore him until one day, I decided to actually search some things about him. I don’t know why but as I was reading some articles about him, I was starting to eat my words. Truly, I was impressed. He was not just a HANDSOME FACE. With that, I got more and more interested in him. I started viewing some of his pictures. There were, of course, A LOT. Everything pictured his silliness, naughtiness and his…SMILE. One thing I will never forget would be the time when I went through this photo of his and it just captivated me. His perfect eye smile did. Yeah. I’ve seen a lot of those before but the time I saw his felt kinda different. I don’t know why but it felt so light and he seems so familiar. (Not in a way that I’ve known him as AJ). He looks so familiar but I didn’t bother to think about it. But to tell you the truth,his smile never left my mind. 

And as I grow more and more interested in him, the hours I spent in front of the computer grew larger in number. Kekeke~ But seriously it did. There was even a time when I was really confused on whose face to put on as a wallpaper. (Between Jaejoong and him actually.) Then there, I put Jaejoong as the wallpaper and him as the screen saver. There was a time when I was really confused. I was very depressed when TVXQ disbanded and then suddenly here comes B2ST and Kikwang. I was so focused on TVXQ that their disbandment broke my heart. But BEAST was there and I tried to focus on them.

 With that, I get to know more about them. And my bias was in no constant manner. FromYang YoseobtoJang Hyunseungand finally, toLee Kikwang.Yes. Kikwang is my ultimater bias until now. I know I was rough on him at first but within that period of time, I started to appreciate him and he eventually became my bias. As my fangirling life progresses, I continue to find reasons to love Kikwang. He’s not perfect but there’s something in him that I just can’t get enough of. People call himbabo(Korean term for “fool”) but for I find nothing wring with it. Well, not because he’s my bias but because that’s him. Why would I focus on changing his flaws when I can embrace and accept it? I didn’t like him because he’s handsome. Yeah, he does have one hot hell of a body but I didn’t love him for that. I took those things as bonus. Because regardless of those things, I love Kikwang because he’s humble and honest. He’s not afraid to show off what he really is. Though he know very well that girls are swarming over him, he managed to be humble and he didn’t even boast it off to everyone. If people would tell him about those things, he would manage to smile and just nod. Even he, himself doesn’t believe that a lot of girls are crazy over him. (Including  me. :P). And also he is a loving brother, both to BEAST andHyekyung.Sometimes, if the other members would play prank on him, he would just stay silent and smile. He’s a very down-to-earth guy.

 And his smile is just…I can’t explain it. There’s something unexplainable about it. I’ve been like this towards his smile ever since the first time I saw it. It feels so light and calming. The way that his eyes smile with him is just so…heavenly. Everything feels so different. That’s why when my co-fangirls would ask me what I loved most on his physical appearance, I would always answer his smile. I do get crazy over his sculpted abs but everything is nothing once he flashes his smile. I love it and I love him. I know it’s crazy but I do. It’s so hard to feel something like this. Falling in love with an idol…The hardest part of being a fangirl. I laugh about it every time I talk about it with my friends but deep inside, it’s with full honesty. They take it as a joke but for me, it is what I truly feels. A lot of people would tell me that I would outgrow it anyway but I don’t want to. i don’t wanna give up on being a fan girl. And I don’t wanna quit. I know it’s a 1:100 ratio of winning him but I hold onto that 1% ratio. It’s better than nothing. He motivates me. He makes me smile. He makes me happy and most of all, he inspires me. And I guess, that’s what a true fangirl is. :D