Someone Great and Fragile…
My mind pictures a guy’s
face as I was writing this. I don’t know if this thing I’m feeling is into
something real or just
another illusion that my heart creates. His smile never left my mind. His words
never left my thoughts. His angelic face
causes my heart to beat faster as if it was being chased by something. Every
time my mind pictures his stares, it’s like dejavu. He makes me feel through his songs. Hearing
his voice makes me feel like I’m there beside him and not far away. I tried to
fight it but this emotion’s just too strong. I tried to think that this is just
one of those crazy fictions I have. But something tells me it isn’t. Thinking
of him reminds me of destiny. Is he the
one? – I keep on asking myself. My mind tells me he’s not, but my heart
continues to give me reasons to have faith and follow what it says. Every time
he’s with someone else, my heart seems to collapse bit by bit. I tried to get
mad at him but again, my heart takes over me and tells me that he has reasons.
I tried to divert myself but it seems that my emotions keep on pulling me back
to him. I may forget him sometimes but
as I lay myself, preparing to sleep, again, my feelings for him creeps inside
me and reminds me of him. I don’t know but there are instances that I feel like
I’m missing someone and realize that it’s him. I just can’t seem to understand
why I get to miss him when I haven’t even got the chance to spend time with
him. I’m like a lover from a far.
Supplying the days of longing for him by looking at a pile of photos that
pictures his happiness, silliness and even loneliness. How I want to wipe his
tears away every time I see him crying, seeing him weak pierce my heart. I
never like the thought of someone I love being lonely. He’s precious even if we
haven’t met yet. I love him even he’s too far away from me. Call me crazy but
I’m proud to say I’m in love with someone who’s great and fragile.
I LOVE YOU MISTER!!! :]]]]
<3
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